Everyday we are learning new things through the way we see, hear and feel of those little things that are around us. To put it simply, everyday is a tiny little bits of experiences for us. Through these experiences, we are growing.
I am starting to think... did I know too much? To an extend that, I find life boring. Those that interest me in the past is boring to me. Feel kinda like zombie, yet, I breathe to live for the sake of living. In return, will others find me boring? I guess... yes. I think... that's when a mask is being put on (don't get me wrong, it's not hypocrite), and it becomes a part of me.
We are being hurt, betray, despise, etc... during the journey of growing up. And that's when we start building a defense of wall. The height of the wall will be determined by how much hurt one has gone through or how much one's heart is willing to open for another chance, or... both. Thanks to the current cruel realistic of this society, it's hard to express what one's true feeling.
At the age of 20+, it's already to an extend that... life is boring. As times continue to goes by... what is being ahead in the future? What can I expect?
Or... in the first place do i even have one?
I am starting to think... did I know too much? To an extend that, I find life boring. Those that interest me in the past is boring to me. Feel kinda like zombie, yet, I breathe to live for the sake of living. In return, will others find me boring? I guess... yes. I think... that's when a mask is being put on (don't get me wrong, it's not hypocrite), and it becomes a part of me.
We are being hurt, betray, despise, etc... during the journey of growing up. And that's when we start building a defense of wall. The height of the wall will be determined by how much hurt one has gone through or how much one's heart is willing to open for another chance, or... both. Thanks to the current cruel realistic of this society, it's hard to express what one's true feeling.
At the age of 20+, it's already to an extend that... life is boring. As times continue to goes by... what is being ahead in the future? What can I expect?
Or... in the first place do i even have one?
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