Ayumi Hamasaki - Why... feat. JUNO Chinese Lyrics

Why... feat. JUNO

从那时有过了很久 是否改变了什么
距离拉远的究竟是什么

我以为拉开彼此的距离 是为了不要伤害你
但或许只是为了不要伤害我自己

即使相隔万里 依然听得见你的声音
你呼唤我名字的声音

无论身在哪里 总忍不住寻觅
寻觅着你的背影

为什么没和你说 “我想见你”
为什么没和你说 “我好寂寞”
什么叫体贴什么叫任性 两者的不同我甚至分不清

真正重要的 是要看着彼此的眼睛
而不是相互交谈了有多少句

倘若当初 能将自尊抛弃
是否现在就会有所不同

“我爱你” 这句话不知有多少次
到了嘴边又无法说出口
究竟我们还需要 有多坚强才好

我俩一起描绘的梦想 发誓要创造的未来
从那一天起一点一滴的 逐渐变得模糊不清

虽然我伸出了手 却什么也摸不着
Why... wow

为什么没和你说 “我想见你”
为什么没和你说 “我好寂寞”
什么叫体贴什么叫任性 两者的不同我甚至分不清

“我爱你” 这句话不知有多少次
到了嘴边又无法说出口
究竟我们还需要 有多坚强才好

From Ayumi Hamasaki's FIVE album

迷惑

在寻找自我的途中，我们找到了什么?
在途中又失去了什么？

As Time Goes By

Everyday we are learning new things through the way we see, hear and feel of those little things that are around us. To put it simply, everyday is a tiny little bits of experiences for us. Through these experiences, we are growing.

I am starting to think... did I know too much? To an extend that, I find life boring. Those that interest me in the past is boring to me. Feel kinda like zombie, yet, I breathe to live for the sake of living. In return, will others find me boring? I guess... yes. I think... that's when a mask is being put on (don't get me wrong, it's not hypocrite), and it becomes a part of me.

We are being hurt, betray, despise, etc... during the journey of growing up. And that's when we start building a defense of wall. The height of the wall will be determined by how much hurt one has gone through or how much one's heart is willing to open for another chance, or... both. Thanks to the current cruel realistic of this society, it's hard to express what one's true feeling.

At the age of 20+, it's already to an extend that... life is boring. As times continue to goes by... what is being ahead in the future? What can I expect?

Or... in the first place do i even have one?